I asked God for something, many times during the last few weeks... and then I got a letter a few days ago, from a friend, who told me that God has been putting me into her head many times during the last few weeks.. and she felt compelled to write to me.
There was once when I wasn't talking to God, and I was having problems dealing with something that I didn't talk to anybody about, in fact, nobody even knew, or knows about it.... and I got a letter from her, (this would be the first letter) where she told me that even though she hardly knows me (she's actually a good friend's sister), God keeps urging her to write me a letter. She said she felt dumb, and questioned it, but gave in, and just wrote what came to her. That letter, which I have hanging on my wall, contained exactly every single word that I needed to read. Exactly. Nothing was missing, nothing left me wondering, it was all perfectly clear, and exact. The bible verses she gave me to look up, corralated with my situation in such a way, that I knew God was responsible for the letter.
God gave me my own personal sign. In my tears, he formed a perfect sign, which I've drawn hundreds of time since, and just looking at it reminds me of His love, and I feel peace of mind. He practically handed me chapstick Himself when I suffered through church with dry chapped lips.
Although in the last letter I've recieved, in which she told me that God has been putting me in her heart, I didn't recieve a direct answer to my prayer, in retrospect: I did. The paper had no answer on it, but something changed when I got the letter, and maybe just knowing that God cares enough to have a friend write to me..... my question was answered... possibly by faith. I think, actually... that's the only way my question COULD be answered. Faith alone...
What do you think of this?
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